End of Medication

Ok so it's been a little over a month since I've been on the depression meds and three weeks into taking them I developed a terrible cough. I let it go for almost two weeks thinking it was just a bug that I caught. I decided to do research on Celexa and read that several other people had this problem and that it was a common side affect. Um NO THANKS yet again I have to stop a medication due the the side affects. I cough all damn night and I feel like I'm coughing my lungs out like a smoker. I'm going to have to figure out other ways to get over my depression and anxiety issues. It's been a day since I stopped taking them and I'm already starting to feel withdrawal symptoms. I'm more looking forward to this cough going away.

So I'm thinking about moving down to the bay to be closer to the love of my life. I dunno. I can't seem to keep a man long enough and this plan is all the way to August. I need to be more optimistic but with my history, I can't help but to wonder.

I have a job interview tomorrow for a temp job that is going to be a month assignment. I guess it's better than nothing at this point. I'm so broke can barely afford gas to go anywhere.

I'm so impatient, I want what I want now and I'm tired of struggling with my kids. I guess part of my depression comes from my anger from choosing such terrible men to procreate with. I look all around me and see horrible females who cheated on their men or did other horrendous things yet the man stood there with her for the sake of having their child together. it angers me all the time, like why me. I have alot of love to give. Hopefully now I have that understanding man. After all we've been through for the past 6 years we always manage to end up back together.