2011

Started my new year pretty low key, had planned on getting crazy drunk and dancing until 6 am. I did take the kids down to Old Sac to eat and watch the fireworks at 9. We decided to stay home and cuddle instead of going out afterwards. Tell me it isn't so ! Am I actually getting tired of going out? Hmmm we'll see if it's just a phase or if I'm actually turning into an old boring ass. It was a good day too because it was our Anniversay. We met 5 years ago on new years eve. Even got an unexpected pretty anniversary gift ;)

I've decided to move on from a few friends who have turned out to not really be friends. I'd rather not keep certain people in my life for the sake of having females to kick it with from time to time. It's fucked up because I long for female friendship. I need females I can just sit around with and have tea or wine. Or even to go on double dates with sheesh.

My thoughts are garbled today I better quit while I'm ahead.
day 8 off the poisonous happy meds. No serous side affects going on, just sleeping alot and the feeling of weightlessness in my arms and legs. I'm still loopy and my cough is still here. Ciao for now!